Pada umur 4 bulan 5 hari, han mempunyai berat 6.7kg, lebih berat daripada seguni kecik beras. Hari ni pergi injection yang keempat. 3 kali pertama han menangis bila kena cucuk jarum, tapi menangis yang sekejap sangat, 3-4 secs. kali ni tak menangis langsung, senyum lagi ada.
Sebelum bertolak ke klinik, han dah merengek sikit2 nak tidur. Tapi bila nampak kamera dan agah sikit2, dia pun mula pose macam biasa....
Sebelum kena injek bantai tidur dulu....
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of
the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love,
the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.
And before I was a Grandma, I didn't know that all those "Mom" feelings
more than doubled when you see that little bundle being held by "your baby"...
MAMA LOVES HANZALAH...AND LOVES HIS BABAH TOO...